A Testiment to Change

Change is not easy. It is often painful. And change for the better can happen so subtly that you might not even realize it has happened until you react differently to one of the same old situations.

The buttons that normally get pushed are no longer there. The reactions of frustration, defensiveness, anger, and worry, don’t rise up. These low-frequency energies that used to rear their ugly heads like clockwork to certain situations, are gone. The ties that used to bind, have been cut.

What a pleasant, calm, wonderful, and even giddy realization it is, when my son can have a total meltdown over his having to do homework, and I notice that the old trigger in me is gone. The first time I noticed this, I literally laughed out loud. My poor little man was so confused. On the one hand, he was deep in his own world of anger, panic and fear, waiting for Mom to get frustrated. But seeing Mom bust out laughing made him laugh a bit too.

As deeply as a person can know that an injury is healed because the pain is gone, I knew in that instant that I am changed for the better.

About mariner2mother

I'm a mother of a creative 20 year old son, a former merchant ship's deck officer, and a wife. To feed my creative side I take photos. I am also Reiki attuned and am a student of Energy Healing, having used several healing modalities to work on myself and my family. My most recent adventure has me navigating a very challenging Kundalini Awakening.
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3 Responses to A Testiment to Change

  1. Lenore Diane says:

    Beautiful. Congratulations on the realization and embracing it.

  2. That is amazing! I love this post! So hard to change the patterns we fall back on repeatedly isn’t it? And once you break out of that, it’s so freeing. My mom and I have this relationship that is really just us pushing each other buttons over and over again. I am slooooowly trying to break that habit and I find that we are starting to get along better (not great, just better!)

  3. I have to admit that I feel like I cheated, because this all came about from having a session of high frequency energy healing. This was one of the benefits that I didn’t realize until the situation arose. I could feel physical and other emotional changes within about a week or two. This one pleasantly caught me by surprise.

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