For the past several months, I’ve been trying to figure out what’s been going on with me. Actually, it’s been five months. To back up just a bit, last March, I was having a more than difficult time with my son and his issues and anxieties about school. I had also connected with a wonderful blogger whose son has sensory processing disorder, as does mine. She mentioned using Reiki on him to help him calm down and to be able to fall asleep. Since sleep has always been an issue for my son, and his anxieties rolling around his head at night can wreak havoc with any attempts at sleep, I found a local Reiki class.
I really enjoyed the class, and our Reiki Master sent us away with the comment that, “This is just the beginning of a journey.” (When a practitioner gives Reiki, they allow energy from the universal source of all life, to pass through them and into another person, with the goal of relaxation and potential healing). Little did I know just what would happen in the coming weeks.
Having been a client of an energy therapist for several months at that point, and having been attuned as a Reiki practitioner, I became more and more interested in healing, using the life force energy that is all around us. The center where I took my Reiki class, offered a talk by a man who called himself a High Frequency Energy Healer. After that talk, I knew I wanted to receive a healing session from this man; and I did. I was able to release boatloads of lower frequency “garbage” from myself= I was physically more comfortable, and had much more peace and calmness in my heart. About a week later, I thought it would be interesting to have a psychic reading with a woman who had testified at the talk where I learned what high frequency healing is. She had been healed by the same man, and after reading her website, I became intrigued with her.
During the reading, this woman knew all about me without my having to tell her much at all. She could see my past, my wounds, and how much work I had already done on myself. She was receiving guidance from God via angels, and passed on messages to me from my own guides and angels. They told me just what I needed to hear, when I needed to hear it, in a way that I was very receptive to it. The information given to me gave me clarity and a new sense of peace. It really put my life in a new light, and tied it all together for me. Something else happened that I haven’t been able to label until recently. She broke me open- I have been having a spiritual awakening ever since. I have been called to service on behalf of mankind and there is nothing that I can or want to do, to stop it.
Since that reading, I haven’t been able to absorb information fast enough: reading voraciously, listening to and watching lectures to the point of ignoring my family. I’ve been learning about us as energetic beings, how disease is created, and how we heal. I’ve also been learning about how we evolve and grow at the soul level, thus enabling us to move closer to our divine selves. My intuition is opening up. And with training, I know that I’ll be able to open it up even further. This will allow me to help and to heal myself and others even more. I’ll bet you never knew that you can use a psychic reading to do healing work. Readings can be a lot more than finding out when Prince Charming will be coming your way, or when that new job will arrive.
The most wonderful benefit from spiritually awakening, is that I have never felt such a close connection to God, the Universal All That Is, the Divine, and whatever else you choose to call it. I wasn’t raised in a home where faith was discussed. We rarely went to church; and when I went, I had some real issues with some of the prayers and ideals. I felt like a phony. No one ever told me to just take the good stuff, the things that resonated in my heart, and leave the rest behind. That’s what a good teacher will tell you.
So, here I am, a sponge that has long been dry and is now absorbing and opening up. It’s been so amazing. What is upcoming? Moving closer to my divine self, and a wanting to learn more about and to connect to the realm beyond the physical. Growing my abilities to help others heal. Learning about my life lessons for the purpose of soul advancement, and working on one in particular: taking better care of myself by treating this vessel, this meat suit, with more love and respect. Now is the time to put more attention on this body that houses my spirit and lets me have the human experience. It’s a tall order for me, and will put me to the test. But I know that by putting on my big girl panties, calling on support from this world and beyond, and manning up, I will be able to do it.
Along the way of my awakening and adventure, I hope to demystify the realm beyond the physical that goes by many names and is reached many ways. You touch it every day when you get a hunch, and make a decision based on gut instinct. It’s not scary or woo woo. It’s part of all of us, and it’s as natural as having a vivid dream of a friend or relative that has passed away. Come along and experience the ride with me. After all, life isn’t a guided tour, it’s a journey! And for the time being, this journey is becoming mystical.