About 3 weeks ago, I had a wonderful reading from a very Practically Intuitive psychic, Lisa. What she does, is, ask me what I want to know, communicates with my guides and guardian angels, and tells me what they say. That’s it in a nutshell. The beautiful thing is that your guides will give you information that is most relevant at the time, and for me it has always been delivered in a loving way.
By the end of the reading, I had homework, designed to move me forward. Part of what I am often looking to accomplish, is to be able to easily let go of old fears and reactivity. In transmuting this old stuff, I gain more peace in my life, overall, and can handle life’s struggles and challenges more easily.
This time, my guides wanted me to use a crystal grid to move out the old energy. Lisa referred me to a wonderful woman Kelly, of Beloved Healing Arts. After communicating with Kelly about my goals, she gave me complete instructions for creating and using a crystal grid. I did as instructed and set up and activated my grid for a week. At the end of the week, I completed my instructions and began the wait.
One of the things I have learned about energy work, is when things shift, life can be uncomfortable. But that period of discomfort is relatively brief; it doesn’t go on and on. The day before I set up my crystal grid, my mother had to be hospitalized (in a ward for mental illness). During the week the grid was activated I had a slight fever 3 different days (and felt crummy those days). My son had a bad reaction to a new medication we were trying, to help his ADD; it increased his anxiety until one night he became suicidal. (Don’t worry, I stopped that medication pronto, and he’s doing much better). So, that week was pretty tumultuous.
The week after that calmed down quite a bit. And I have been watching and waiting to see if I was successful in dumping more old fears. That opportunity came this past week, when a situation came up that previously would have sent me into a tailspin of worry, obsession, and anxiety about how was I going to deal with it all. One of the first things that came to me was that I don’t have to handle this matter all on my own. There are plenty of people who will support me in accomplishing whatever needs to be done.
Then, it became obvious that requirements of how to handle things that will be coming up are not set in stone yet. I need to remain patient and flexible for the next several weeks. And there is the possibility that I might have to fly across country to deal with some of this. The thought of having to drop what I am doing, during the absolute most busy time of the year for me, tried to send me into a tailspin. It tried to freak me out and send me into the black abyss of “what if’s.” Although I teetered on the edge of these old things for a little while, I regained my footing with a fair amount of ease and grace. It was a little bit surprising to me.
The universe didn’t wait too long before letting me know that the crystal grid did help me move out old energies that weren’t serving me well any longer. I know because of how I am feeling and dealing with life’s stressors that are plunked down in front of me: better. Energy moved. Shift happened.