Here We Go Again: School Is In Session

School started early in Little Man’s life. He was 2. After beginning speech therapy for speech delay and then occupational therapy for sensory integration issues, I found out about a preschool that our town offers for free to qualifying kids. But it’s more than mere preschool; they offered therapies as well. At two, the kids only go there 2 mornings (or afternoons) a week, and during that time receive group therapies they may qualify for. At ages 3 and 4, they go four half-days a week. It was good for Little Man, and a very much-needed 2.5 hour break for me. At that time in Little Man’s life, every day was full of meltdowns and difficulties, transitions being nearly impossible, and overwhelm and exhaustion (for me) being ever-present.

First day of final year of preschool.

First day of final year of preschool.

As time went on, Little Man went from his 3 years in preschool into our local elementary school, maintaining qualification for special education, mostly as a safety net for the transition between schools. At the time, I assumed that after kindergarten, most of his delays would soon be caught up and school wouldn’t be much of an issue. Never assume.

I can’t remember which year it started (probably first grade), but at the beginning of each year, I educated my son’s teacher about Sensory Processing Disorder. None of them had every heard about it, or had the slightest clue what it was or how it affected a child/ person. I would share how each of my son’s senses were affected, and that because of it, he was different and had different requirements from most children.

By the end of first grade, the only services provided: physical therapy for hand writing and small motor coordination, ended. What we didn’t know yet, because the state we live in does not screen for dyslexia, is that Little Man had dyslexia. That’s why learning to read, and spelling were such nightmares. But no one at his school seemed concerned about it. I naively thought that it was up to the teacher to notice weaknesses in their students and by virtue of a student’s struggle or poor performance, recommend review and testing for qualification for special education. Boy, was I wrong.

By the time second grade rolled around, Little Man was having a hard time being in school. I thought it was all because of his Sensory Processing Disorder, and talked with the school counselor a number of times, trying to get a 504 Plan created to give him accommodations based on his SPD. The Plan was eventually created (about half way through the year), giving him all of ONE accommodation. About 3 or 4 others were nixed by the counselor because they would require a tiny amount of extra work/ energy from the teacher. What was granted was for Little Man to be able to sit on an exercise ball instead of a chair. It helped some, but it was still a very rough road at home.

Third grade, with the teacher not being a good fit for Little Man, was a year from hell. The school counselor was no help. She’s great for kids who come from broken and drug addicted homes. But for kids with healthy home environments, who have invisible disabilities, she sucked. There was so much that I didn’t know then, that was making my son’s life at school difficult.

It took the third grade year from hell, and following a bunny trail of information, to lead me to find out that he probably had dyslexia, and to pay to have a neuropsychologist evaluate him. Thank you from the bottom of my heart, Dawn Quyle Landau (who beautifully writes Tales From The Motherland) for telling me about the neuropsychologist who ended up evaluating Little Man and helped open my eyes in a big way about what was going on with him.

When Dawn gave me the name of this neuropsychologist, I had no idea what they did, or that I’d been needing one. Several weeks later when I was talking to a woman about the fact that I thought my son might have dyslexia, she said I should have him evaluated by a neuropsychologist. Bingo!! I love how the universe works sometimes.

Finally, in fourth grade, Little Man started the year with special education assistance and an IEP (Individual Education Program that creates educational goals and lists accommodations). That year was pretty much a lost year academically, because of having the teacher leave the class in the middle of October, replaced by a substitute. And it wasn’t until Christmas that we all found out that this sub would finish out the school year as their teacher… and it was her first classroom. Her classroom management skills were beyond green, and the class was beyond unruly.

As much as Little Man continuously gripes, whines, and complains about school, his fifth grade year was the best year he had. His teacher used to be the school’s full-time special ed instructor, when they had one full-time. She knew how to reach him, and how to get the best out of him. Their relationship was good, and by the last trimester, Little Man was on the honor roll: his first and last time in elementary school.

Last year was the swan song of elementary school: sixth grade. It started with Little Man getting sick the first whole week of school, and being out for an entire week. That set the tone for the entire year. He was chronically behind and missed a lot of school; some due to actual illness, but mostly due to anxiety and panic attacks. It took an entire school year of hell, but I finally figured out what was going on, and it was an issue between Little Man and his teacher that brought on his anxiety. Now that he’s no longer at that school, things are very different and more calm.

So here we are, at the beginning of a new school year. It’s a different school, being middle school, and a much larger school. No longer part of a class of 30, Little Man’s class is over 300 now. His classes have co-teachers, so there is more than one person teaching in the classroom. He has special education support every single day!

I connected with his seventh grade counselor last June just before school let out. One of the things I liked about her immediately, was that she confided to me that she has dyslexia, and was open to new resources about it. Unlike other people in the school system who were very closed to learning about disabilities (ironic that a teacher wouldn’t want to learn about their student), she asked me to send her links to info that I liked. And when I sent her a note that described Little Man’s challenges and his gifts, she was appreciative.

On the second day of classes, I was able to sit down with Little Man’s support team of the assistant principal, his counselor, and his special education instructor. They asked me about concerns I had, and I related last year’s anxiety nightmare. They came up with a great solution that Little Man can use if he needs a break from the classroom for a few minutes. His code words to his teacher are, “I need a drink.” And he can go out to the bubbler, take a few minutes to recoup and then return to his class. Our talk was brief, but I got the sense that Little Man’s special education teacher knows how to work with a variety of children, with a variety of different abilities.

I told them that because Little Man’s weak areas are what school’s all about: reading, writing, and math, they might not get a chance to see this rock star shine. But I let them know loud and clear that this boy is intelligent, kind, caring, intuitive, and exceptionally creative. I left the meeting feeling very optimistic about this school year.

And, of course, when Little Man came home, he was whining and complaining about having to write a huge essay. Apparently, the teacher was passing out Skittles to the students, and asked them to grab some. Then the teacher had them count the Skittles. Little Man had 58. However many Skittles they each had was to be the number of sentences in the assigned essay. Writing, for Little Man is about a much fun as having a tooth extracted. Actually, he’d rather have a tooth extracted. What really burned his butt was that he took a bunch, thinking he could give them out to the kids around him, because he doesn’t even like them.

And so we begin.

Are your memories of your school years fond ones?

For more posts relating to the voyage and Sensory Processing Disorder, check them out here.

About mariner2mother

I'm a mother of a creative 20 year old son, a former merchant ship's deck officer, and a wife. To feed my creative side I take photos. I am also Reiki attuned and am a student of Energy Healing, having used several healing modalities to work on myself and my family. My most recent adventure has me navigating a very challenging Kundalini Awakening.
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16 Responses to Here We Go Again: School Is In Session

  1. “And so we begin”
    Beginning in the positive way that you always do – the Susan Way! I’m hopeful that your team of teachers and Little Man supporters remain as positive and supportive as you are. I feel great things in the horizon and I look forward to hearing more. Best wishes, my friend. I’ll be saying prayers. xo

    • Your prayers mean quite a lot to me. Thank you so much. It’s funny that as I look back to the beginning of each and every school year, I’ve always been cautiously optimistic. Guess that’s how I’m wired. With the experiences we’ve had, I’m so glad I can’t see the future.

  2. Aw, figures about the Skittles! I’m so happy to hear about all the good progress that’s happening for him lately.

    • He had a week to do the project with the long essay, and I asked him to get to work on it early. He kept telling me he had so many sentences written. By the third day I asked him to work on it he finished it (and then confessed that he hadn’t even started it before). Just sat down and wrote the whole thing out. I was amazed and bamboozled, and proud. Hope it’s not a one off.

  3. You are his best advocate and cheerleader and fighter of the positive and the good – wishing the two of you the BEST – every day is a new beginning 🙂 The advances in technology are helpful, especially in that everyone learns differently and there are challenges too. (((((HUGS))) Take Care

  4. candidkay says:

    I know this is about so much more–but I can’t help it–what a cutie pie! Look at that sweet smile . . .

  5. Susan, I’m hoping that your Little Man has a good school year, with a supportive team there. It’s all so exhausting and challenging, on EVERY level. A group of us were talking about that last night. I’m glad my advice helped in any way, but I know the road is long and I empathize. When I took my LM to college this year, I stunned to find that they were fully prepared to not only understand my son’s learning issues, but to HELP him! I cried. So many colleges are looking at things very differently than high schools do, and it’s a huge relief to finally see him getting support and encouragement! I hope your son finds the same. xox

    • Thanks Dawn. So far, things seem to be a lot better than any year my kid had in elementary school, just because they have to take in all of the kids from the entire district at the middle school, and be able to teach them all. He’s been out sick for most of the past week, and none of his teachers doubted that he was really sick (the way his teacher last year did on several occasions). His anxiety has been very little, and there has been no sign of a panic attack since just before summer school. I appreciate your info regarding college, because at this point, I’m not even sure what’s going to happen with LM after high school graduation.

  6. sara says:

    I was wondering how your son was going in his first month of highschool…so I went back to find what I’d obviously missed! It’s interesting to me because I am part way through a dyslexia and reading difficulties course for work. For some reason, dyslexia fell out of favour with educators in Australia as a diagnosis some years ago, with teachers not learning about it in their training. It is coming back now, but options for treatment are really quite limited. Often dyslexic children are wonderfully creative, but the nuts and bolts of school are a real struggle for them. Hopefully your boy will find a way through, with your help!

    • Hi Sara. Good to see you! Actually, here, he’s in 7th grade and it’s considered Middle School in our town. Nevertheless, it started out pretty well, and then some issues popped up because Little Man didn’t like the way the special education teacher was talking to and trying to motivate the students (the old fashioned way- using shame). She’s got some issues that I was able to discern by clairvoyantly reading her. It all came to a head one day (after Little Man’s feathers had been more than ruffled a few times) when the teacher took him out in the hallway and very sternly reprimanded him. This sent him into an immediate downward spiral and he just about completely shut down for almost 2 weeks. I’ve been working to get their relationship resolved, and at this point Little Man is willing to give her one more chance. (I wanted to have a change of teacher, but there is no other that fits his needs).

      But I’ve found out that on top of that, he’s often feeling overwhelmed by the workload and expectations this year. So far, I’ve found 2 of his teachers to be complete angels and the others to be pretty understanding. It’s beyond sad that the one teacher who needs to really understand him is the one who apparently doesn’t (despite my going in to school and meeting with her and others on the second day of class). Regarding dyslexia, not addressing it or not dealing with it is a grave error. Yes, people who have dyslexia are extremely creative. And if you’ve read or listened to interviews from Brene Brown or Elizabeth Gilbert, our creativity is the biggest unique contribution a person will make in the world. It’s my belief that our dyslexic people are our best hope for solving the most complex world problems. I am actively working on implementing more accommodations in my son’s IEP (education plan) so he can be a better learner. There are a lot of programs out there, from word processing programs that do much more than word process, to websites that can read a book, while highlighting and enlarging the text as it reads, to note taking tools. There’s tons of stuff out there.

      • sara says:

        Hi Susan, yes, I know that you don’t call 7th grade highschool, but I couldn’t remember what you did call it! For us, 7th grade to 12th grade is highschool.
        I remember you said transitions are difficult for him, so I guess it was always going to be rocky at the beginning. I really hope you get his problems sorted out with the special ed teacher. It’s a shame that his relationships with some teachers seem so fraught. Does he know about compromise yet? Maybe if he could meet the teacher in the middle it might help.
        Dyslexia is so hard to diagnose; I think that’s part of the problem. And, you know, you can’t just take a pill to make it go away!
        Thanks for telling me about your son and how he’s going, my thoughts are with you all.

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