I’ve studied energy healing and how things work, long enough to realized that when my blood sugar became a serious issue about six weeks ago, it was not only a physical sign of things out of whack, but also an energetic sign that things were out of whack.
I also know that when the universe presents something like this to me, it’s time to either sit up, listen and make changes, or to keep doing the same things I’ve always done. If I choose to stay on this same road, my weight will continue to slowly increase over time, my blood sugar and liver will not be happy, my doctor will put me on metformin, eventually my cholesterol and blood pressure will not be happy either, and I’ll be put on meds for those too. I will have more and more challenges with my joints due to carrying more weight and having arthritis, and I will most likely physically slow down until that lump you see sitting in a chair, is me. This is an option.
Not liking the looks of that option, I decided to follow my doctor’s advice and pick up a book called Blood Sugar Solution, by Dr. Mark Hyman. Not only did I buy the book, I actually read it and am following (most of) what’s in it. Drastically changing the way I’ve been used to eating is a little bit intense, but thanks to all of the energy work I’ve done over the past several years (and especially this past winter and spring), it’s happening fairly easily. Just need to remember to get in enough veggies. Boy does my body remind me when I don’t!
So now I’m eating right and getting my body moving more often, but the other week I wondered what my body had to say about why it was having this blood sugar problem. After all, our physical ailments, at least chronic ones like this, begin to show up in our energy field long before they become a physical problem. I wanted to know what was going on that brought this into my energy field and my body, so my hypnotherapist, Lia, lead me through a session to find out.
Once Lia had me deeply relaxed and focused, she asked me to bring in a guide to help me ask my body what was going on that caused my high blood sugar, and one came in. When she asked if the guide had anything he wanted to tell me right off, he said, “This will be easy peasy.” At the time, we hadn’t done anything, so I was intrigued by this.
Lia guided me to create a space shuttle type of vehicle that could travel throughout my body without hurting anything, and then she had me and my guide get in it. I knew that the next directive was going to be to travel to the part of the body that needed to be heard. Before we got into the craft, my awareness was already taken straight to my heart. The first thing I saw was my physical heart, beating, and it was bruised, battered and black and blue in places. It was struggling, and most of all, it was extremely sad. It was filled with sorrow, and I cried. I became my heart and asked, “Why don’t you love me?”
Viewing the scene from above, I saw my guide and me there, looking at my heart, so filled with sadness. I was surprised to notice that I was young- around four or five, and I was sad for my heart. I apologized again and again, telling it how sorry I was and told it that I had never learned to love my heart.
Here’s where my guide came in. He helped Young Me to open her heart and in a moment she knew that all she had to do was look up and let divine love, the love of God, pour into it. Easy peasy. As soon as love filled her heart, I noticed that Young Me started to grow up and became a young teenager. She looked over at my heart again, but this time the bruises were gone. The heart was beating with vitality and was filled with red blood. It was vibrant with energy and so very happy.
I realized that as a young, sensitive girl, because of experiencing a lot of pain, I had closed my heart and shut myself off from it. My guide reminded me that there are many ways to open your heart to love and compassion. It’s as easy as spending time in nature or even looking at a picture or painting of nature. Puppies, kittens and babies of all kinds open our hearts. Being grateful opens your heart. Even tragedies open our hearts to others.
After seeing my heart become so alive and happy, I realized that I could send that same love energy throughout the rest of my body. First, I bathed my entire torso cavity, where all my internal organs were, with love. My organs were so happy that they danced. Then they partied! In fact, I heard conga music.
Expanding the love outward to the rest of my body, I got the message that in bathing my organs with love, it was bathing them in the frequency of the divine, the frequency at which they were created perfectly and whole. And as I did this and repeatedly continue to do this, all of the lower frequency miscreations that have been held in my physical body and organs, can easily drop away. Anger that has been stored in my liver for years is leaving my body. And anything else that is no longer necessary is moving out.
It was a very powerful session! The big message received is that it’s important to continue to love myself. That means bring the energy of the divine (the energy of creation, that is love) into my body, and physically taking care of and honoring myself by eating well, getting enough sleep, and getting regular exercise.
In early July, my doctor will repeat blood tests to see if I still qualify as diabetic. I am expecting to have normal results.