I’ve studied energy healing and how things work, long enough to realized that when my blood sugar became a serious issue about six weeks ago, it was not only a physical sign of things out of whack, but also an energetic sign that things were out of whack.
I also know that when the universe presents something like this to me, it’s time to either sit up, listen and make changes, or to keep doing the same things I’ve always done. If I choose to stay on this same road, my weight will continue to slowly increase over time, my blood sugar and liver will not be happy, my doctor will put me on metformin, eventually my cholesterol and blood pressure will not be happy either, and I’ll be put on meds for those too. I will have more and more challenges with my joints due to carrying more weight and having arthritis, and I will most likely physically slow down until that lump you see sitting in a chair, is me. This is an option.
Not liking the looks of that option, I decided to follow my doctor’s advice and pick up a book called Blood Sugar Solution, by Dr. Mark Hyman. Not only did I buy the book, I actually read it and am following (most of) what’s in it. Drastically changing the way I’ve been used to eating is a little bit intense, but thanks to all of the energy work I’ve done over the past several years (and especially this past winter and spring), it’s happening fairly easily. Just need to remember to get in enough veggies. Boy does my body remind me when I don’t!
So now I’m eating right and getting my body moving more often, but the other week I wondered what my body had to say about why it was having this blood sugar problem. After all, our physical ailments, at least chronic ones like this, begin to show up in our energy field long before they become a physical problem. I wanted to know what was going on that brought this into my energy field and my body, so my hypnotherapist, Lia, lead me through a session to find out.
Once Lia had me deeply relaxed and focused, she asked me to bring in a guide to help me ask my body what was going on that caused my high blood sugar, and one came in. When she asked if the guide had anything he wanted to tell me right off, he said, “This will be easy peasy.” At the time, we hadn’t done anything, so I was intrigued by this.
Lia guided me to create a space shuttle type of vehicle that could travel throughout my body without hurting anything, and then she had me and my guide get in it. I knew that the next directive was going to be to travel to the part of the body that needed to be heard. Before we got into the craft, my awareness was already taken straight to my heart. The first thing I saw was my physical heart, beating, and it was bruised, battered and black and blue in places. It was struggling, and most of all, it was extremely sad. It was filled with sorrow, and I cried. I became my heart and asked, “Why don’t you love me?”
Viewing the scene from above, I saw my guide and me there, looking at my heart, so filled with sadness. I was surprised to notice that I was young- around four or five, and I was sad for my heart. I apologized again and again, telling it how sorry I was and told it that I had never learned to love my heart.
Here’s where my guide came in. He helped Young Me to open her heart and in a moment she knew that all she had to do was look up and let divine love, the love of God, pour into it. Easy peasy. As soon as love filled her heart, I noticed that Young Me started to grow up and became a young teenager. She looked over at my heart again, but this time the bruises were gone. The heart was beating with vitality and was filled with red blood. It was vibrant with energy and so very happy.
I realized that as a young, sensitive girl, because of experiencing a lot of pain, I had closed my heart and shut myself off from it. My guide reminded me that there are many ways to open your heart to love and compassion. It’s as easy as spending time in nature or even looking at a picture or painting of nature. Puppies, kittens and babies of all kinds open our hearts. Being grateful opens your heart. Even tragedies open our hearts to others.
After seeing my heart become so alive and happy, I realized that I could send that same love energy throughout the rest of my body. First, I bathed my entire torso cavity, where all my internal organs were, with love. My organs were so happy that they danced. Then they partied! In fact, I heard conga music.
Expanding the love outward to the rest of my body, I got the message that in bathing my organs with love, it was bathing them in the frequency of the divine, the frequency at which they were created perfectly and whole. And as I did this and repeatedly continue to do this, all of the lower frequency miscreations that have been held in my physical body and organs, can easily drop away. Anger that has been stored in my liver for years is leaving my body. And anything else that is no longer necessary is moving out.
It was a very powerful session! The big message received is that it’s important to continue to love myself. That means bring the energy of the divine (the energy of creation, that is love) into my body, and physically taking care of and honoring myself by eating well, getting enough sleep, and getting regular exercise.
In early July, my doctor will repeat blood tests to see if I still qualify as diabetic. I am expecting to have normal results.
You go, girl! I expect your bloodwork to be normal too, Susan.
Thanks so much. So far, my new eating plan is going very well. I love using hypnotherapy to discover things that are going on, and to do healing work in a moment.
Love your post! So amazing and discriptive! Today i decided to try and contemplate one line from the St Francis prayer each day. Todays line, “where there is hatred I may bring love. Within a half hour I had to use it on myself twice! Love is the answer to healing. Keep going!!
That is fantastic!! Yes, love, as simple as it may sound, IS the answer. I think some people confuse romantic love with this divine love that heals.
Wow! Okay there must be something in the air because everyone (myself included) seems to be blogging about health and weight and fitness and all that jazz. This is super interesting though… I can’t imagine doing something like that, but I’m so intrigued! As awkward as this sounds, I can’t wait to hear back what your next results are!
I’m still blown away at what happens in a hypnotherapy session. I never know where it’s going to go until it does. I’m at the half way mark now and I’m really curious to know what my results will be, too.
Wow! I’m mesmerized by this stuff 🙂
I hope you get good news at your next appt!
MJ
Thanks MJ! I’ll write about it when it happens (in July).
I love this story, Susan. I’ve heard it said that when one soul expands the love they are are as a spiritual being into their physical reality, all souls throughout all that is are able to feel that expansion of love. And when I think of this story I feel that expansion of love. It feels to me like you expanded the love a lot further than throughout your physical body. Thank you so much for what you did for yourself and for sharing it with the rest of us. Love, Bob
Thanks Bob. I love that! And I wholly agree that when we expand love, it ripples out to everyone. After all, we are all one.
It’s taken me a while to catch up with this post, Susan, but I’m so glad I did. Just reading about your internal journey felt healing and wonderful to me. Thank you for sharing it so eloquently. Love, Jan xx
Thanks Jan. I’m so glad you were able to read this post. It was a great session with Lia. And to date, I’ve still not experienced food cravings. I’m still blown away by it all.
Love conquers and in time will overcome all pain emotional as well as physical and yes healing of the body can take place. Well done with your hard won efforts to make that become a reality. I am healing myself on all levels including addressing my diabetes type 2, you are an inspiration to us all.
Love Alex
Good for you! I wish more people understood that our medical community knows so little about causation of disease and how to heal things they label as chronic. I have some other physical things I’m also working on healing in time.
What a beautiful and poignant story about loving yourself. One of the most (dis)heartening things I was ever told was, “You can’t even love your children until you love yourself.” What?? I love my children with my whole heart “Your heart is not whole if it’s broken.”
What a fascinating journey to take with you–I have no experience with hypnotists or spirit guides, but I know so many people positively impacted by them. Much love as you await your blood work. Unfortunately, diabetes is why I have a job. I’d be happy if it was eradicated and I was unemployed if it meant a healthier, happier population.
Ten years ago if you’d told me where I’d be right now in terms of my life, I would never believe you. Back when I first went to college, I was a science major headed to med school. And now I know that things like diabetes, cancer, MS, thyroid issues, addictions, and much more, have the potential to be cured with energy medicine and at times the combination of it with allopathic medicine. We are more powerful than we even know. (Yes, I am the eternal student!),
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